2026-01-15.2_dove posso andare
dove sono? dove vado?… dove posso andare?
asked not just in moments of relative excitement and delusion, the question where can i go / what can i do? necessitates realistic humility.
your mind can feel like everything that exists sometimes, but it isn’t. and it sure as hell isn’t capable of controlling or even understanding everything that’s going on around you / to you. a lot of the time it can’t even understand you.
but returning to the question at hand, with all that said, what can you do? for one, return to a humble (and gentle) perspective on your self-body. there are no totalities. your mind – thankfully – has no chance of being an exception. neither does your body as a whole. the term ‘fragmentary whole’ exists for a very good reason. you call your philosophy ‘fragmentarity’ for a very similar reason. and what are the core values of your fragmentarity?
solidarity, care, empathy, humility, freedom,
among them care, empathy & humility are what, as of now, your self-body needs more than before. from past experience, it seems like humility is the/a (strategic) hinge. since you’ve tried to care and have empathy towards yourself this past year, but you were lacking humility in how you went about it. not in the sense that you were(/are) overly confident or arrogant, but in that you overestimated yourself. you thought you could operate outside your limits and give yourself the care and empathy you needed/need. you can’t. otherwise you wouldn’t be here, go figure :).
now, having gotten to this point: what can you do?